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Aug. 13th, 2005 @ 01:47 am Byez
Current Mood: FUCK
Current Music: Myself yelling at a fucking screen
I dunno... this name.. Methenas, all what it meant always for me... I just can't keep it, brought me pain. I lost more than I have earned, there are days that I can't hold myself... I cried and I cry a lot over my own wounds, wounds that slowly you (you know who you are....) have inflicted to me... I am just FUCKING tired, I tried to move on but like if you were a black hole I got dragged back, is just so awesome how I think about you but you don't give a shit about me! I am done... Methenas is dead, good luck everyone and laterz bitches.
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Jul. 28th, 2005 @ 01:11 pm Stolen from M-Chan
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Jul. 11th, 2005 @ 12:04 am Ideals
Current Mood: bitchy
Current Music: Mr Brightside - The Killers
Isn't it awesome? How ideals, dreams, hopes.. can be destroyed so easily? What's the big deal? Maybe things aren't such as great as they should be. I am a failure, I recognize it, and I HATE that my friends keep ùshing me fowards just because they idealize me like a Leader, like someone who has been always successful in all his journeys... damnit I have had won so many "battles" but those were external, I've not won any single internal battle, I am so broken by inside.. I need liberty? I don't know.. I don't know what I need, I don't know what to look for nymore.. I just need to finish HS maybe.. End of tricking my father to sign that document that will give me the freedom to travel wherever I want to out the country.. and go to look for what i think I need.. I just hope to be able to hold a grip till then...
-Sighs longly- Last night I realized how much wrong I can be about ppl.. maybe.. maybe not.. I don't know.. last night was a kind of test and it went wrong.. meh.. to hell with all.. I am better my own.. don't I?
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Jun. 25th, 2005 @ 02:58 am (no subject)
Current Mood: Aye
Current Music: My soda popping x.x
” I’ve seen horrors…horrors that you’ve seen. But you have no right to call me a murderer. You have a right to kill me. You have a right to do that…But you have no right to judge me. It’s impossible for words to describe what is necessary to those who do not know what horror means.

Horror. Horror has a face…And you must make a friend of horror. Horror and moral terror are your friends. If they are not then they are enemies to be feared.

They are truly enemies. I remember when I was with Special Forces…Seems a thousand centuries ago…We went into a camp to innoculate the children.

We left the camp after we had innoculated the children for Polio, and this old man came running after us and he was crying. He couldn’t see. We went back there and they had come and hacked off every innoculated arm. There they were in a pile…A pile of little arms. And I remember…I…I…I cried…

I wept like some grandmother. I wanted to tear my teeth out. I didn’t know what I wanted to do. And I want to remember it. I never want to forget it. I never want to forget. And then I realized…like I was shot…Like I was shot with a diamond…a diamond bullet right through my forehead…And I thought:

My God…the genius of that. The genius. The will to do that. Perfect, genuine, complete, crystalline, pure. And then I realized they were stronger than we. Because they could stand that these were not monsters…These were men…trained cadres…these men who fought with their hearts, who had families, who had children, who were filled with love…but they had the strength…the strength…to do that. If I had ten

divisions of those men our troubles here would be over very quickly. You have to have men who are moral…and at the same time who are able to utilize their primordal instincts to kill without feeling…without passion… without judgement…without judgement.

Because it’s judgement that defeats us. “
Marlon Brando as Col. Krauz in Apocalypsis Now.
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Jun. 13th, 2005 @ 12:13 pm Umm.. needing to update this crap
Current Mood: Grrr
Current Music: Foo Fighters, their new album!
Ok.. Lately I've not being updating this crap.. time to do so..
School: Going fine and like crap at the same time.
Japanese: Doing great, as I told Pablo is the only thing that is making me keep pushing through the days without fall down and give up.
Work: Awesome, I love it!

Well, this weekend I bought my cellphone, my first call was to Kimmi, Nebula, it was so great to talk to her, it really gave me a mood improvement, lately she is making me feel really well, she is fun to talk to, interesting and is making me learn a lot about Americans.
Lately I've been under loads of stress, work, some low grades at school, Japanese, run from side to the other of the city to don't fail on my schedules.. I think I found the reason of why I like so much to go to Japanese, if just the luck could be on my side for once... -shakes his head-

Well.. Talking to M really made not want to talk too much more now... maybe if I get to talk with hjer again later... I will feel a bit less... upset and angered.
God girl, always thinking that I am attacking you....
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May. 24th, 2005 @ 03:23 pm (no subject)
defense
Lupin - Defense Against the Dark Arts


Harry Potter: Which Hogwarts professor would you be?
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May. 24th, 2005 @ 03:17 pm What character from Star Wars III I am:
You scored as General Grievous.

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General Grievous

94%

Anakin Skywalker

89%

Emperor Palpatine

83%

Darth Vader

72%

Yoda

69%

C-3PO

67%

Obi Wan Kenobi

67%

Mace Windu

64%

R2-D2

56%

Padme Amidala

53%

Clone Trooper

53%

Chewbacca

47%

Which Revenge of the Sith Character are you?
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May. 6th, 2005 @ 11:59 am Life's update?
Current Music: Watching RoomRaiders on MTV..lol
Ok.. lets see... what has been going on:
25th april: I suffered the loss of a dear friend.
30th April: A cute girl flirted with me Oo.. lol.. dunno wanted to say it
2nd May: Started working in m ynew job.. yayness
5th May: Went to a Spinning class... omfg.. I am fucking sore.

sometimes, some ppl.. doesn't apreciate the friendships they have.. I am sorry for them. D, my bro thanks for being around for me, thanks Mich to you too ^^, thanks my cute Neko for making me feel appreciated ^.~
M, you know I love you, but lately, you are making me feel... kinda.. sad, so, I leave this up to you. Take care every1 loves ya!
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May. 6th, 2005 @ 11:58 am Something taken from my bro's lj
Current Mood: Gaaaah
Current Music: Chayanne - Contra viento y marea

Your Birthdate: September 27

Your birth on the 27th day of the month (9 energy) adds a tone of selflessness and humanitarianism to your life path.

Certainly, you are one who can work very well with people, but at the same time you need a good bit of time to be by yourself to rest and meditate.

There is a very humanistic and philanthropic approach in most of things that you do.



This birthday helps you be broadminded, tolerant, generous and very cooperative.

You are the type of person who uses persuasion rather than force to achieve your ends.

You tend to be very sensitive to others' needs and feelings, and you able to give much in the way of friendship without expecting a lot in return.


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Apr. 27th, 2005 @ 11:58 am (no subject)
You scored as Gail.

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Marv

90%

Gail

90%

Becky

85%

That Yellow Bastard

80%

Dwight

75%

Miho

70%

Nancy

65%

Goldie

60%

Manute

50%

Lucielle

50%

Shelley

50%

Kevin

50%

Jackie Boy

45%

Hartigan

35%

What Sin City Character are You?
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Apr. 25th, 2005 @ 01:31 am (no subject)
Which Yu Yu Hakusho Character Are You?
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Apr. 25th, 2005 @ 01:23 am (no subject)
Pan
Indeed, you are 62% erudite, 66% sensual, 83% martial, and 87% saturnine.
Some people have extremely sensitive nerves and tend to become startled very easily. For this we can thank the God Pan who, according to the Greeks, was responsible for the irrational terror that fills animals and humans alike. In fact we call it Panic in recognition of this weird God's twisted sense of humour.

Pan was also the God of male sexuality which was made abundantly clear by portraying him with the features of a goat (well known for their fertility), from the waist on down.

He kind of reminds me of the Horniwore here on OKCupid.

And so does Cernunnos, the Celtic God of fertility, sexual love, the wilderness, and the Underworld. He had stag features and a wild side just like pan. The two have a lot in common. Being used as a blueprint for the Christian devil, for example. But we won't get into that now.





My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:


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You scored higher than 13% on erudite

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You scored higher than 36% on sensual

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You scored higher than 94% on martial

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You scored higher than 93% on saturnine
Link: The Mythological God Test written by Nitsuki on OkCupid Free Online Dating
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Apr. 24th, 2005 @ 11:54 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: -Blinks-
Current Music: Lacoste's sexy commertial music
LiveJournal Username
Why you did it
Your lair
Your hideous secret weapon
Your favourite colour
Beautiful and exotic but deadly eastern lieutenantdwyna
Henchperson who constantly plays with knifeslittlejohnerect
Your perverted scientific geniusdwyna
You cordon bleu chefd_magius
Lieutenant with serious moral qualmshelor
Number of countries subverted37
Quiz created by Andrew at Blog Quiz
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Mar. 30th, 2005 @ 12:03 pm Doing M's LJ quizzes
Discover your Zodiac Personality
Discover your Zodiac Personality @ Quiz Me



Green



You are a very calm and contemplative person. Others are drawn to your peaceful, nurturing nature.




Find out your color at Quiz Me!



Same result that M... jeeze

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Meth was
a Charming Musician
in a past life.

Discover your past lives @ Quiz Me



hehe...


Take the 100 Acre Personality Quiz!
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Mar. 23rd, 2005 @ 09:16 am Quiz stolen from M




Your Sexual Lucky Charm: Blue Moons


You're a great lover - into satisfying your lover more than yourself.
But you don't like to initiate things, you rather lie back and be ravished.
And you've always got your lucky furry cuffs, incase your partner is feeling kinky.



What's Your Sexual Lucky Charm?

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I will also talk for a bit.
But later today.. I just woke up and I have a huge headache.
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Mar. 21st, 2005 @ 02:33 am Some Quizes, not in mood to type yet
Current Mood: =/
-Hagaren- Your Alchemist Story by Manslayer
Your name:Akuro
You areRiza's twin and confident
Your alchemist name:Ice Alchemist
Your biggest skill:You can make someone's blood boil
Your interest:Millitary
You are friend withScar
Your ennemy isPride
Your love interest isWrath
Why?:You love to chat with him/her
First date:At the cinema
Your storyline:You're a spy. You work for the Hommunculus! You died a year ago and became later the next Greed.
Put your name here:
Quiz created with MemeGen!

Your Fullmetal Alchemist life! by Deathdesu
Your name?
Your age?
Were you an alchemist?You were a STATE Alchemist! ^^V
Your rank was:Captain (Taiichou)
You tended to:Get shot at.
You made friends with:Maes Hughes
You were almost killed by:Lust and Envy
And in the end:Gluttony ate you.
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ooh..yeha..started with Japanese classes..
Im over..
Fuck you :P
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Mar. 11th, 2005 @ 08:52 am Test
Current Mood: -Yawn-
Current Music: Clock set's alarm.. T.T
Intermediate
You scored 86% Beginner, 80% Intermediate, 62% Advanced, and 44% Expert!
You have a good understanding of beginner and intermediate level commonly confused English words, getting at least 75% of the beginner and intermediate level questions correct. This is a good score. Remember, these are commonly confused English words, which means most people don't use them properly. You got a respectable score.

Thank you so much for taking my test. I hope you enjoyed it!


For the complete Answer Key, visit my blog: http://shortredhead78.blogspot.com/.





My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:


You scored higher than 21% on Beginner

You scored higher than 10% on Intermediate

You scored higher than 5% on Advanced

You scored higher than 1% on Expert
Link: The Commonly Confused Words Test written by shortredhead78 on Ok Cupid


Stole from Mele who stole it from someone else... -shrugs-
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Mar. 8th, 2005 @ 11:48 pm Standing alone...
Current Mood: =(
Current Music: Something that Drake sent me....
Today was another usual day... rained in the morning.. sun at the afternoon.. -sigh- Talked with M on MNS.. just to realize how much I love her.. and how much i hate myself for some things.. After too much time.. I still suffer about it.. what we were and I lost for being so stupid...
I had some fun too.. but when I went to the Volleyball practise to see a few friends and ended playing soccer with 2 girls...lol..
-Sighs-
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Mar. 8th, 2005 @ 12:26 am Scheiße/Merde/Shit/Mierda
Current Mood: Erg..
Current Music: Who Said?
I haven't written in days..many things to say? No..lol.. Well, on Sunday I went to watch the Races, were great.. enjoyed them too much..
Today M came back fro her trip so we chatted for a while.. sometimes I wish we could talk, face to face.. yeah.. -sighs-
I can't talk too much more now.. mind in blank.. cya

Just read M's LJ..that's why my mind is in blank.. what to say? What to think? Dunno nymore.. just.. punkette... enjoy your damn life! Party and have fun now! Don't worry.
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Mar. 7th, 2005 @ 04:05 pm Dance!
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: Primal Scream - Some Velvet morning
Dance the night away by karchan85
Name
What you Look like
The MusicThe Music in your Head
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