God in his heaven...

Byez

Sat, 13 Aug 2005 05:04:00 GMT

I dunno... this name.. Methenas, all what it meant always for me... I just can't keep it, brought me pain. I lost more than I have earned, there are days that I can't hold myself... I cried and I cry a lot over my own wounds, wounds that slowly you (you know who you are....) have inflicted to me... I am just FUCKING tired, I tried to move on but like if you were a black hole I got dragged back, is just so awesome how I think about you but you don't give a shit about me! I am done... Methenas is dead, good luck everyone and laterz bitches.

Stolen from M-Chan

Thu, 28 Jul 2005 16:13:02 GMT

Informationi

Methenas is a restricted area. Authorised personel only

From Go-Quiz.com

Ideals

Mon, 11 Jul 2005 03:17:54 GMT

Isn't it awesome? How ideals, dreams, hopes.. can be destroyed so easily? What's the big deal? Maybe things aren't such as great as they should be. I am a failure, I recognize it, and I HATE that my friends keep ùshing me fowards just because they idealize me like a Leader, like someone who has been always successful in all his journeys... damnit I have had won so many "battles" but those were external, I've not won any single internal battle, I am so broken by inside.. I need liberty? I don't know.. I don't know what I need, I don't know what to look for nymore.. I just need to finish HS maybe.. End of tricking my father to sign that document that will give me the freedom to travel wherever I want to out the country.. and go to look for what i think I need.. I just hope to be able to hold a grip till then...
-Sighs longly- Last night I realized how much wrong I can be about ppl.. maybe.. maybe not.. I don't know.. last night was a kind of test and it went wrong.. meh.. to hell with all.. I am better my own.. don't I?

Sat, 25 Jun 2005 05:58:10 GMT

” I’ve seen horrors…horrors that you’ve seen. But you have no right to call me a murderer. You have a right to kill me. You have a right to do that…But you have no right to judge me. It’s impossible for words to describe what is necessary to those who do not know what horror means.

Horror. Horror has a face…And you must make a friend of horror. Horror and moral terror are your friends. If they are not then they are enemies to be feared.

They are truly enemies. I remember when I was with Special Forces…Seems a thousand centuries ago…We went into a camp to innoculate the children.

We left the camp after we had innoculated the children for Polio, and this old man came running after us and he was crying. He couldn’t see. We went back there and they had come and hacked off every innoculated arm. There they were in a pile…A pile of little arms. And I remember…I…I…I cried…

I wept like some grandmother. I wanted to tear my teeth out. I didn’t know what I wanted to do. And I want to remember it. I never want to forget it. I never want to forget. And then I realized…like I was shot…Like I was shot with a diamond…a diamond bullet right through my forehead…And I thought:

My God…the genius of that. The genius. The will to do that. Perfect, genuine, complete, crystalline, pure. And then I realized they were stronger than we. Because they could stand that these were not monsters…These were men…trained cadres…these men who fought with their hearts, who had families, who had children, who were filled with love…but they had the strength…the strength…to do that. If I had ten

divisions of those men our troubles here would be over very quickly. You have to have men who are moral…and at the same time who are able to utilize their primordal instincts to kill without feeling…without passion… without judgement…without judgement.

Because it’s judgement that defeats us. “
Marlon Brando as Col. Krauz in Apocalypsis Now.

Umm.. needing to update this crap

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 15:20:09 GMT

Ok.. Lately I've not being updating this crap.. time to do so..
School: Going fine and like crap at the same time.
Japanese: Doing great, as I told Pablo is the only thing that is making me keep pushing through the days without fall down and give up.
Work: Awesome, I love it!

Well, this weekend I bought my cellphone, my first call was to Kimmi, Nebula, it was so great to talk to her, it really gave me a mood improvement, lately she is making me feel really well, she is fun to talk to, interesting and is making me learn a lot about Americans.
Lately I've been under loads of stress, work, some low grades at school, Japanese, run from side to the other of the city to don't fail on my schedules.. I think I found the reason of why I like so much to go to Japanese, if just the luck could be on my side for once... -shakes his head-

Well.. Talking to M really made not want to talk too much more now... maybe if I get to talk with hjer again later... I will feel a bit less... upset and angered.
God girl, always thinking that I am attacking you....

Tue, 24 May 2005 18:26:41 GMT

Lupin - Defense Against the Dark Arts

Harry Potter: Which Hogwarts professor would you be?
brought to you by Quizilla

What character from Star Wars III I am:

Tue, 24 May 2005 18:20:23 GMT

You scored as General Grievous.

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General Grievous

94%

Anakin Skywalker

89%

Emperor Palpatine

83%

Darth Vader

72%

Yoda

69%

C-3PO

67%

Obi Wan Kenobi

67%

Mace Windu

64%

R2-D2

56%

Padme Amidala

53%

Clone Trooper

53%

Chewbacca

47%

Which Revenge of the Sith Character are you?
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Life's update?

Fri, 06 May 2005 15:02:16 GMT

Ok.. lets see... what has been going on:
25th april: I suffered the loss of a dear friend.
30th April: A cute girl flirted with me Oo.. lol.. dunno wanted to say it
2nd May: Started working in m ynew job.. yayness
5th May: Went to a Spinning class... omfg.. I am fucking sore.

sometimes, some ppl.. doesn't apreciate the friendships they have.. I am sorry for them. D, my bro thanks for being around for me, thanks Mich to you too ^^, thanks my cute Neko for making me feel appreciated ^.~
M, you know I love you, but lately, you are making me feel... kinda.. sad, so, I leave this up to you. Take care every1 loves ya!

Something taken from my bro's lj

Fri, 06 May 2005 14:56:03 GMT

Your Birthdate: September 27

Your birth on the 27th day of the month (9 energy) adds a tone of selflessness and humanitarianism to your life path.

Certainly, you are one who can work very well with people, but at the same time you need a good bit of time to be by yourself to rest and meditate.

There is a very humanistic and philanthropic approach in most of things that you do.

This birthday helps you be broadminded, tolerant, generous and very cooperative.

You are the type of person who uses persuasion rather than force to achieve your ends.

You tend to be very sensitive to others' needs and feelings, and you able to give much in the way of friendship without expecting a lot in return.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 14:56:17 GMT

You scored as Gail.

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Marv

90%

Gail

90%

Becky

85%

That Yellow Bastard

80%

Dwight

75%

Miho

70%

Nancy

65%

Goldie

60%

Manute

50%

Lucielle

50%

Shelley

50%

Kevin

50%

Jackie Boy

45%

Hartigan

35%

What Sin City Character are You?
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Mon, 25 Apr 2005 04:30:24 GMT

Mon, 25 Apr 2005 04:22:31 GMT

Pan
Indeed, you are 62% erudite, 66% sensual, 83% martial, and 87% saturnine.

Some people have extremely sensitive nerves and tend to become startled very easily. For this we can thank the God Pan who, according to the Greeks, was responsible for the irrational terror that fills animals and humans alike. In fact we call it Panic in recognition of this weird God's twisted sense of humour.

Pan was also the God of male sexuality which was made abundantly clear by portraying him with the features of a goat (well known for their fertility), from the waist on down.

He kind of reminds me of the Horniwore here on OKCupid.

And so does Cernunnos, the Celtic God of fertility, sexual love, the wilderness, and the Underworld. He had stag features and a wild side just like pan. The two have a lot in common. Being used as a blueprint for the Christian devil, for example. But we won't get into that now.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 13% on erudite

You scored higher than 36% on sensual

You scored higher than 94% on martial

You scored higher than 93% on saturnine

Link: The Mythological God Test written by Nitsuki on OkCupid Free Online Dating

Mon, 25 Apr 2005 02:53:55 GMT

Doing M's LJ quizzes

Wed, 30 Mar 2005 15:16:54 GMT

Discover your Zodiac Personality @ Quiz Me

Green

You are a very calm and contemplative person. Others are drawn to your peaceful, nurturing nature.

Find out your color at Quiz Me!

Same result that M... jeeze

Meth was
a Charming Musician
in a past life.

Discover your past lives @ Quiz Me

hehe...

Take the 100 Acre Personality Quiz!

Quiz stolen from M

Wed, 23 Mar 2005 12:20:17 GMT

Your Sexual Lucky Charm: Blue Moons

You're a great lover - into satisfying your lover more than yourself.
But you don't like to initiate things, you rather lie back and be ravished.
And you've always got your lucky furry cuffs, incase your partner is feeling kinky.

What's Your Sexual Lucky Charm?

More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva

I will also talk for a bit.
But later today.. I just woke up and I have a huge headache.

Some Quizes, not in mood to type yet

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 05:39:08 GMT

-Hagaren- Your Alchemist Story by Manslayer
Your name:	Akuro
You are	Riza's twin and confident
Your alchemist name:	Ice Alchemist
Your biggest skill:	You can make someone's blood boil
Your interest:	Millitary
You are friend with	Scar
Your ennemy is	Pride
Your love interest is	Wrath
Why?:	You love to chat with him/her
First date:	At the cinema
Your storyline:	You're a spy. You work for the Hommunculus! You died a year ago and became later the next Greed.
Put your name here:

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Your Fullmetal Alchemist life! by Deathdesu
Your name?
Your age?
Were you an alchemist?	You were a STATE Alchemist! ^^V
Your rank was:	Captain (Taiichou)
You tended to:	Get shot at.
You made friends with:	Maes Hughes
You were almost killed by:	Lust and Envy
And in the end:	Gluttony ate you.

Quiz created with MemeGen!

ooh..yeha..started with Japanese classes..
Im over..
Fuck you :P

Test

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 11:53:38 GMT

Intermediate
You scored 86% Beginner, 80% Intermediate, 62% Advanced, and 44% Expert!

You have a good understanding of beginner and intermediate level commonly confused English words, getting at least 75% of the beginner and intermediate level questions correct. This is a good score. Remember, these are commonly confused English words, which means most people don't use them properly. You got a respectable score.

Thank you so much for taking my test. I hope you enjoyed it!

For the complete Answer Key, visit my blog: http://shortredhead78.blogspot.com/.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 21% on Beginner

You scored higher than 10% on Intermediate

You scored higher than 5% on Advanced

You scored higher than 1% on Expert

Link: The Commonly Confused Words Test written by shortredhead78 on Ok Cupid

Stole from Mele who stole it from someone else... -shrugs-

Standing alone...

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 03:00:39 GMT

Today was another usual day... rained in the morning.. sun at the afternoon.. -sigh- Talked with M on MNS.. just to realize how much I love her.. and how much i hate myself for some things.. After too much time.. I still suffer about it.. what we were and I lost for being so stupid...
I had some fun too.. but when I went to the Volleyball practise to see a few friends and ended playing soccer with 2 girls...lol..
-Sighs-

Scheiße/Merde/Shit/Mierda

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 03:37:28 GMT

I haven't written in days..many things to say? No..lol.. Well, on Sunday I went to watch the Races, were great.. enjoyed them too much..
Today M came back fro her trip so we chatted for a while.. sometimes I wish we could talk, face to face.. yeah.. -sighs-
I can't talk too much more now.. mind in blank.. cya

Just read M's LJ..that's why my mind is in blank.. what to say? What to think? Dunno nymore.. just.. punkette... enjoy your damn life! Party and have fun now! Don't worry.

Dance!

Mon, 07 Mar 2005 19:12:08 GMT

Dance the night away by karchan85
Name
What you Look like
The Music	The Music in your Head

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Mon, 07 Mar 2005 18:59:39 GMT

The Potion Maker
meletium is a cloudy, lumpy amber solid pulled from the eyeballs of a werewolf.
Methium is a milky, pasty black gel obtained from the bones of a dragon.
Mixing meletium with Methium causes a violent chemical reaction, producing a translucent scarlet potion which gives the user the power of amazing hearing.
Yet another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern

The Potion Maker
Methium is a milky, pasty black gel obtained from the bones of a dragon.
Mix with Meth! Username:
Yet another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern

o_o''

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 20:05:49 GMT

This is noooot nice...

Your Brain is 80.00% Female, 20.00% Male

Your brain leans female

You think with your heart, not your head

Sweet and considerate, you are a giver

But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

-Yawns-

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 20:00:55 GMT

Im bored no news..lol..

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 17:39:24 GMT

MATIAS
M	is for	Marvelous
A	is for	Amorous
T	is for	Temperamental
I	is for	Irresistible
A	is for	Amazing
S	is for	Spontaneous

What Does Your Name Mean?

Cuteeee

Another more, one about age

Tue, 01 Mar 2005 04:46:38 GMT

You Are 20 Years Old

20

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

:) good result